She would have done the same for me.

The hairiest of my baby-sisters was so cold the other day. She tried to sleep on her pile of pillows on my floor, but she couldn't stop shivering. So I figured she could borrow my bed. I wasn't using it anyway.





In between all her goofing, she can be pretty adorable. And really grateful. <3

In My Mind - Amanda Palmer (ft. Brian Viglione)

I can sorta relate to these lyrics. And so; I love this song.

I'm studying for my exam(?)

I've cleaned the kitchen.
I've cleaned my desk.
I've been reading Coraline (again) one chapter at a time.
I've found my old notes from when I thought I wanted to study Japanese.
I've added some new Japanese words and characters.
I've filled my old mp3-player (the one I never use anymore) with new music.
I've been watching TV (Bones).
I've been eating.
I've been checking out Amanda Palmer's new album (I love it =]).
I've been checking out Hot Hot Heat's latest album (it came out last year without me noticing D: I still love Steve Bay's voice X3).
And I've been telling myself that it's gonna be ok. If I just study hard these days I'll do just fine...

Why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?

People always have some expectations about you. What you should wear, how you should behave and what you should say. At least I expect people to have expectations and so I go out of my way to fulfill them.

But. I think. Maybe.
That I’m always wrong. What I expected people to expect rarely is what they were actually expecting. And sometimes I’m freaking out because of how much they expect from me and then it turns out they weren’t expecting much, if anything, at all.

What’s up with that?

I guess my only real critic is me. And I should stop ‘cause I’m tearing myself down.

[“why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?” – “Bad Habit” by The Dresden Dolls]