I'm alright

It was just one of my wisdom teeth being surgically removed. No big deal at all if it weren't for my silly phobia. I still refuse to let anything (including my own tongue, toothbrush or food) touch the relevant side of my mouth. The stitches are supposed to be gone now, but I don't know if they are, I can't bring myself to check.
Seriously. stitches in skin and/or surgically opening/parting skin with knives or needles are the most disgusting things. Screw spiders.

funny thing though; I don't mind scars. Or accidental cuts or the like.

hm hm. The mind works in mysterious ways.

On to a more fun topic!
..... I got nothing. January is a boring month isn't it? In my head it got this sort of warm, somewhat dirty yellow color. Like #ebc44d. (that is a color code used mostly in html. If you google it you should find a color sample).
I have no idea why January is yellow. It just is.

"And if you knew nothing could replace you
if you were sane
your heart wouldn't ache."
[So What by The Cure]

Make it go away.

There'saspiderintheshowerThere'saspiderintheshower! There is a spider in the shower.

Do you know what the WORST part about spiders are? (Apart from all the other WORST parts about them).
Sometimes they suddenly move really fast and you loose sight of them.
And then
They could be ANYWHERE.

I am convinced that if I loose sight of a spider and then i.e. falls asleep it will sneak up on me and...

--- Rated PG 13 --- 
...crawl trough my ear into my brain and lay it's eggs. Then when the eggs hatch all the thousands of baby-spiders will eat my brain out and crawl out to the world trough my eyes. 
--- / ---

They sure are disgusting enough to pull that off.

I finished my shower though. A bit quicker than planned, but still.

Arachnophobia anyone?

Yeah. I went to bed 'cause it's late and my head is playing explosion.
(a really fun game. -.-)

And I turn out the light and close my eyes, but there's something tickeling my lips.
'Argh, hair in my face', I think and move my hand to remove it.
But when I touch it it feels like something solid with long, thin things sticking out of it.
So I jump up in panic. And now I'm freaking out, listening to my brain telling me it must have been a spider. I try to tell it 'No, it was just hair!', but it wont listen.

So I guess I wont get any sleep tonight.