You said you'd lend me anything, I think I'll have your company

Happy Birthday, Mam.

It's time for school again. With (one of) the same subject(s) I started last year. Only this time I'm gonna make it. And I'm gonna make it good! I'll do great.

I'm convinced that I'll do fine this time. I'm more prepared and I'm more enthusiastic.
And it's not just me. I counted six others from my original class. Tah. In a maybe malevolent way that makes me real happy and more at peace with my own "failure".

And this year school will be so much better. So many of my friends will be close by and I feel like I got this safety net around me, knowing they're just around the corner.
I got Tink just a short subway-trip away and Vilje just across the street.

And Boyfriend is just across the street too. I even saw him today. Made the whole "first day"-thing much less tense.

And I got my loyal classmate. We planned our own tiny study-group already. Both ready to study hard and actually reach the finish line this time.

I'll do fine.

oh! And I has job!
The local library wants me to help out every fourth Saturday and maybe on special occasions.
I take that as a huge compliment.

Everything will work out fine. It will work out. It will work out.
I do believe in fairies, I do, I do.

["You said you'd lend me anything, I think I'll have your company" - "Paris" by Kate Nash]